I'm Back...1st Post of July Baaaabeee!!

My internet is still dead! So right now, I'm where I always am...yup-work! I'm tired as sin! My lil sister again, decided to join me in bed at 4 this morning....then woke up every half an hour after that! Absolute nightmare!!

Now as I haven't been able to update all week (I think I'm slightly obsessed with Blogger, cos all I wanted to do was get on it-it was all I thought about all weekend! Sad I know!!), there's alot to update, but to be honest I probably won't go through it all cos it's too ruddy long!

Don't you hate it when you decide to call a friend, and they act like you've done them something?? You know the ones, where by the end of the conversation you're wondering to yourself 'why the fuck did I call you?' This shit happened to me on Friday. I called this girl-she used to be my best friend in school, but she dropped out, had a kid & I didn't speak to her for about 3 years. Back when I was working in IKEA I saw her in there, we spoke for a minute, exchanged numbers and fast forward 3 years, here we are! Now, the type of friendship we now have, is when she's in shit, or there's pure madness in her life, that's when she calls me. In the beginning it used to bother me, cos it was like these were the only times she wanted to talk to me, but after a while, I was just like 'whatever...it is what it is', besides she's always in some kinda hype, and to be honest I'm not tryna be around that!

So anyways, her latest drama is that she's pregnant for some dude who's out on bail out of London for *read slowly* beating up his ex girlfriend.....yep-domestic abuse (please note: Her baby's father used to beat her up also). She's been with this dude for about 7 months now-3 of which he spent in jail. So she's being a ryde or die chick and standing by him *keep my comments to myself* So she intentionally gets pregnant for him, and he's pissed-he already has 2 kids with 2 other women. He tells her that if she keeps it, he'll disown her, and that if he saw her on the road he'd walk past her...yadda yadda. The last time I spoke to her-about 2 weeks ago, she was contemplating abortion. So we talked about it, I told her that ultimately it was her decision, and that I'd support her with whatever she decided to do.

So fast forward 2 weeks, I hadn't heard from her-so I'd been tryna call her all week. Finally get through to her on Friday now, and this chick is acting wierd. So I'm like 'are you ok? Why you sound like that' She's like 'yeah, I'm just tired'...but I'm not convinced. So we talk for a minute and then it gets silly-so I'm like well I'mma leave you to do what your doing....and ended the conversation. I was feeling a way after-I'm thinking if I did something to her...but I know I haven't. I'm just gonna put it down to the fact that she's probably got her shit going on...and well the way I'm seeing it right now, if you aint saying, then I can't help ya...I just didn't appreciate the way she was acting....

Saturday- Went grocery shopping for my granny, and then went on to my sister's house. Chilled there all day. Her boyfriend came home, and she made him put up the TV stand that he's been meaning to do for a good few weeks now. Now, where my sister wanted to put the stand, there wasn't enough room, cos her wardrobe was too far over. So her boyfriend now starts pulling the wardrobe, and lets just say-a new wardrobe is required. The wardrobe's quite big-and has 3 parts to it-where it was pulled & pushed, the screws that were holding the whole thing together got ripped out. I was standing there for about twenty minutes holding up the roof of the ting-trust me, it was NO fun!!!

Sunday- Went to Covent Gardens with my sister, her boyfriend and my nephews. was a good little fam day out. My mum & siblings came down to my sister's for dinner & I went to my Granny's house for dinner (as I do each and every Sunday), then went back up to my sisters house.

I text my friend-the one who's bubby is in hospital, asking how he was. She text me back saying that he had another operation, but that he was doing well. She hasn't held or fed him yet, and she's finding it really hard, but she's being strong for her other two children. I text her back a few words of encouragement, and let her know that they're in my thoughts and prayers. I just pray that he pulls through this...poor little mite.

So that's the radio edit of my weekend. Spending the weekend with my sis was really nice. I haven't been spending much time there of late, but it was good to chill you know!? And her and her boyfriend-when they knock heads it's too funny. I was sitting watching them, and I couldn't help picturing that being me & Mr Man....*sigh*

So that's me....Sorry it's so ruddy long, but thank me later-it could've been a WHOLE LOT WORSE!!

I'm Out....Ms TG.

P.S On my 7th No Smoking Day!!!