Monday, 2 July 2007

Today...

'Today, I made up my mind,
I'm gonna take this chance,bet my life on this
Cause this precious love I've found in you.
My yesterdays are gone, and tomorrows never promised to no one.
I finally decided boy that my today is you'
(Musiq-Today. 'Luvanmusiq')

This is what I'm feeling today. I've decided I want to be with Mr Man. I had a 1 to 1 with my heart & I've decided to listen. I think I'm being way too hard on him,myself and the situation. I'm starting to understand that there really is many things that are beyond my control, and thought I may want something to be like 'this', God has plans for it to go like 'that-and I need to stop fighting it. I have to trust in His plans. So I'm preparing myself for what may come-be it plain sailing or battles & struggles.

The truth is, I don't know what's ahead of me, but I'm willing to brave the weather and go through it. As the song says, 'my yesterdays are gone-tomorrow's never promised' so I need to stop looking behind me, wondering where things could have been better, and as I don't know what the future holds so I need to focus on now, and take it each day as it comes.

Yesterday, after reading Southern Gal's post of quotes, one in particular was the final push I needed to make my decision. The quote was about a type of love-real love...and as I read that, I realised that I have that type of love. The love that I have for Mr Man is real. It's the kind of love that has me awake at night, that hurts so much that I wanna cry...the love I have for him is worth going through it all-it's worth fighting for. I know it's gonna be hard and I'm really scared of the unknown, but I know how badly I want to be with him, and how much he wants to be with me. I wouldn't want to share this type of love with anyone other than him. He's been prepared to fight for me for a while now. I'm now feel that I'm able to fight for him-for us...

Love is a beautiful thing, but it's hard, it hurts, it's misunderstood and it's complicated, but I'm ready to face it all. I welcome you to join me on my journey. I thank you for being on board thus far-any advice I'm wanting & waiting to hear...Blog fam-I'm ready for this!

Mad love to you all!

Mr Man: 'From my heart to you 143'
(Musiq-143 'Aijuswannaseing')

I'm Out.....Ms TG
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8 comments:

Tom_Gurl said...

Rodrigo - I only speak English....so I have NO clue what you said!!

Anyone care to translate?

3 July 2007 at 11:51
Jazzy said...

lol@Rodrigo

The only word I recognize is "google", "post" & "interessante". It's a Spanish site about googling interesting posts and blogs??? lol, who knows! Whatever he's saying it's SPAM!

Anywho...good for you miss lady. I told you you weren't a punk!!

3 July 2007 at 14:37
Tom_Gurl said...

OD- Yep-you were right! Looking back, I guess it's a good thing that I couldn't do what I wanted! It's taken a lil while, but I've finally decided what I want :)

3 July 2007 at 14:43
deepnthought said...

good. Go with your heart. I am a hopeless romantic.

3 July 2007 at 17:35
Monie said...

Hiya, caught up reading all your posts. Glad you and Mr. Man will be working it out. Are you still cig free???

4 July 2007 at 06:09
Tom_Gurl said...

@Deep- aww bless ya!!

@Monie-yep...still cig free-8 days and counting!!

4 July 2007 at 08:40
Miz JJ said...

I use to have a boyfriend who sang me 143. He had the most amazing voice.

The only other thing I have to add is a piece of wisdom from my friend's mother. A man will make you laugh and a man will make you cry, which one do you spend more time doing?

4 July 2007 at 13:25
Tom_Gurl said...

Miz JJ - 143 is such a beautiful song! I'd love for that to be sung to me!

Thanks for your words of wisdom. I have thought about it, and I can honestly say I've had a heck of a lot more laughs than tears...Of late though, I have been really confused about things, but I'm sure now...

4 July 2007 at 17:31

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