These past two days I've been unrecognisable to myself. Yesterday started pretty well. I was in good spirits and all. Then when I got home, I was on the PC looking at some pictures, and I came across a picture of Mr Man and that was enough to through my mood totally off course. I was instantly became angry and upset....I cried, and I cried some more.....went to bed really late, and was dead to the world. Woke up this morning at 8 (start work at 8.30!!)....wasn't too late though. Looking an absolute mess-eyes all f'd up and ish!
Today, Kirk Franklin's latest album is on constant rotation in the ipod...that album is amazing. I've had it for a little while now, but never listened past 'Looking For You' but today I let it play...and yep-I cried and I cried!! I mean, I've never ever been like this-most definitely over a dude! I actually wanted to slap myself upside the head!! I'm feeling like I need to get a grip-but there's oil all on my hands, and I'm slipping!! This crap is the pits! I will say though, that my crying session with Kirk & God's People actually made me feel a little better....which has surprised me to no end...I've definitely gotta say this is some hard ish to get over! I mean, I love Mr Man....but I've gotta love me more...so though I'm now thinking I've made a mistake and I shouldn't have broke things off....deep down I think I made the right decision.....
On other news....I've fallen completely off the 'quit smoking' bandwagon...I'm not gonna try and make excuses for the reasons why-but my willpower has completely gone to pot. I am tryna get back on it....yeah, I'm trying....
Ok-so I have nothing more to give right now...the head's gone!
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7 comments:
Wait a minute...YOU broke up with him??!!!
HMMM...ok, Imma let that go!
There is nothing wrong with crying. I always feel like a huge weight is lifted off my chest after a good cry. Wont be too long before you're saying "Mr. man whoooo??!!"
Chin up miss gurl!
And STOP THE MADNESS WITH THOSE CIGGIES...they do serious damage to your already delicate skin miss missy! Not to mention the damage they do to the interior of your body!!!
You ever see that commercial of the Spanish guy with the hole in his throat...who used to love to swim...but now he can't...BECAUSE OF CIGARETTES! Do they show that commercial in London?
HMMM...lemme see if youtube has it. I make sure my nephew and little cousins pay attention to that commercial EVERYtime I catch it on.
Damn...
I've certainly been there and done that. Have I mentioned HOW MUCH I HATED IT??
It's going to be a tough time but you'll get through it eventually.
Crying actually works wonders (I must say so myself)
Hope things start looking up for you FAST!!
BTW Girl...PUT THAT DAGGONE CIGARETTE DOWN--MATTER OF FACT, THROW THAT WHOLE PACK AWAY INCLUDING THE ONES YOU GOT IN YA STASH!!!
**I can see you from all the way ova here** :-)
Bad girl! Noooooooooo cigarettes!
And I know this will sound cliche as hell but things will get better.
lmao@MsB knowing about the ones in your stash!!!
@ Ms Diva - Yep-I broke up with him...I think I'll post what happened tomorrow.
lol@ 'I'mma let that go' Explain...??
I WILL stop smoking-I will....I am gonna go to hell: Why did I laugh picturing the man tryna go swimming?? I know-I totally missed the point! But on a real, I AM gonna get my shit together!
@ Ms behaving - I hate it too....it's SOOO crap! But I did feel better today though :) **Dumb Look** stash...what stash?? I have NOOOO idea what your talking about *whistling*
@Monie-Ok why's everyone picking on me now?? The cigarettes are going...they are...
I hope things get better...in fact I'm willing them to. I'll be on top form again soon!!
Ok by now, you've probably thrown that pack of cigs away. So, I won't lecture you on that.
Relationships takes so much out of us. Why?????????????
Geez. I'm worn out just reading about this dude.
@ Tanyetta....erm....ah-yeah, the cigarettes are gone...*clears throat**...thanks for sparing me the lecture!
lol @ you being worn out!! Thanks for coming by and commenting-bring DJ next time! **waving at DJ!**
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