I Slipped Up....

And damn near busted my head.....

Just Kidding...lol!

Wha gwarn blog fam? Yuh cool?

Ok, so firstly let me scold myself-I slipped up...had a cigarette-or two....BUT I'm back on form now. I put myself to the test & failed. But I know for next time!!

So i met up with my SFAM (my bad influence). I haven't seen or spoken to her since she came back from holiday. We were catching up and ting, and then she tells me that she met her boyfriend's family. One of his cousin's was telling her about the girl who got stabbed couple weeks ago. He knows her, and told the story of what went down. It seems that Sian wasn't defending the girl after all-she actually went with her own knife, with the intention of doing some damage. From what's been said the story is, that this dude that the whole thing was over, has a baby with his ex girlfriend. So the ex girl-friend brings the baby round to his house to see his mum. His current girlfriend (who is Sian's friend) somehow finds out that the ex is at the yard, gets pissed and then heads down to the house. Up in the house now, pure arguement, running up and down in the woman's house (yea, I agree....total disrespect) They end up outside, the boy's mum goes upstairs to call the police, cos obviously there's pure ruckus going outside. By the time she gets outside, Sian's lying in a pool of blood.

Now, I dunno exactly how much of this story is true, and it does not invalidate the fact that a young girl is dead, but it does shine a different view to the whole situation. I dunno man, it's a sad situation, and worse still over something that could have easily been sorted by TALKING, a life has been lost. I don't know what's happening to the youth of today man-it's too deep....

On other news, I've now decided to get on to the Weight Watchers bandwagon. I'm not gonna go to the meetings or none of that ish, cos I really don't have £5 to give these people every week. There's another girl at my work place, who sits opposite me, who'll be doing it too, so we'll support each other, and I'm signing up to the gym this weekend, so hopefully things will roll according to plan, and I'll be well on my way to get down to my target weight of about 9 stone. So that's 2 stone to lose....For my US readers (I know you guys measure weight in lbs), I believe I have 28lbs to lose....? Think that's right. If anyone has any tips and ting of how I can make this easier, I'll be very grateful.

Left work early today-went to the opticians, and then decided that I didn't wanna go back to the office-so I didn't. Chilled at home instead. Now I'm sitting in my messy bedroom, looking at the fat pile of ironing I've gotta do....and watching Big Brother. How dry!!!

Sayanara peoples!!

Ms TG