Tagged!

I had NO intentions of blogging anything today! I'm still in a shitty mood...I'm just minding my business in everyone else's lives...and this chick who we'll call Monie decides to tags me (she even blogged twice in one day-shock horror!!!). I've been reading everyone else's tags, and tryna think of 8 random things is hard dammit...but I'll try-so here goes...

Rules: 1. We have to post these rules before we give you the facts.
2. Players start with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
5. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1)One of the main reasons why I'm so in Mr Man is because he's taking me as I am. I think if I'm honest about it all, I've always been slightly worried about growing old as a spinster...it's my own fault really-I'm too into my tracksuits & trainers and such...and let's be real it's not REALLY a good look for a chick...but Mr man saw me as I was, and has loved & accepted me. Mary J sang it loud & proud "take me as I am, or have nothing at all"...and in theory it's the way to be...I found out the hard way that tryna change for someone else was not the way...so I'm just me..and I'm happy that I've found someone who loves me for me. (this took me a good half hour to construct so it made some kinda sense!!)

2)I'm afraid of failure...I sit and think about my current situation and the fact that I am not where i wanna be in my career. I worry that I'm getting to old...I worry that the fact that I'm not as hard hearted, thick skinned, or as vocally as I probably should me, that I won't succeed in the cut-throat industry that I want to get into. I'm afraid that my musical creativity will be overshadowed...and it's some of this fear that has prevented me from getting on to set the ball rolling....But hey-who's not afraid of failure?

3) Coming from a big family, I DO NOT want loadsa kids. I only want 2....2 boys...or at a push a boy & a girl. I'll be cursed if I have 2 girls I swear! I can't deal with em-they have waaaay too much mouth!! I'd like at least 1 son so we go do all the boys stuff (lmao)...but seriously, I'll be happy with what the Lord blesses me with....but back to what I was saying...yeah, having 7 kids meant that my mum was unable to give..and maybe identify with the amount of love & attention us kids needed individually and as a result....

4) I'm kinda needy! In all 3 of my past work places, I've somehow managed to befriend the older females (and they've all been black) and they've all seemed to mother me. Like take me under their wing....and such...and to me it just felt right you know. After some analysis, I've discovered that I give off something that makes these women want to mother me...and where I don't have a wonderful relationship with my mum...and didn't grow up with open affection I've seeked it elsewhere....I'm always seeking approval from others...

5)I have an obsession with stationary. I love pens, pencils, rulers...the lot! I'm always on the lookout for nice writing pens....I've got loads, and considering the fact that I sit at a PC all day, and don't study at the mo, I tend not to use em very often...but don't you dare touch em...cos then we'll have a problem

6) I love to travel. I aim to go away at least once every year. I've been to Cyprus twice, France uncountable times, Portugal (my 1st and last holiday with the sperm donor) Cuba & Jamaica (5 times)...I'm now planning for the US, South Africa...and many other countries in the world. Maybe a bit weird, but I refuse to go to the Bahamas, cos it was where my favourite r&b singer was killed....I guess that should be a reason for me to go...but nope-Something in me won't even consider the idea of going to the Bahamas-I've heard it's nice there...Is it Royce's Daughter?

7)I've admitted this on Mz Coko's page...but I'm absolutely, positively obsessively in love with Lil Wayne....ok-you can get rid of the vomit in your mouth....lol...but something about this dude just does it for me! I have no idea why-cos I swear up until about 6 months ago, he repulsed me...he was never cute to me....but now I loves me some Weezy F. Baby...he's my guilty pleasure! *Smile*

8) Ok-I'm well and truly stumped....and I'm mad cos I just broke the longest nail I've ever had!!! DAMMIT!!! Ok-in line with my lost nail...I hate the sound and feeling of the filing of nails....to me it's like nails dragging down on a chalkboard...It's like my ears are bleeding and my eyes are gonna pop out of my head! As a result I've only had 1 manicure in my life (which I cringed allllllll the way through)...

Phew....glad that's done with....I don't even know who hasn't been tagged yet...I don't wanna be bad minded and tag someone who already has been.....so if I call your name, come to the front, and take the tag graciously....if you've already been tagged, you can be excused...and if you haven't been, and you haven't been named....then you've officially been tagged!!!

So I call upon:
Opinionated Diva
Big Sis DeepnThought
Tanyetta
Mz Coko
Southern Gal (though I know she's tagged herself...but anywhoo)
Monie (I wanna be mean to youuu...lol....j/k)

Can't think of anyone else....shoot-every damn body!!!!