Bored!

I had big plans today, to sleep in. No such luck! Was up at like 10am-which is early to me on weekends!! Yesterday I hoovered out my car, so this morning, I figured, as it's a nice enough morning, and the inside of my car is spanking, lemme wash it. So I washed my car. I polish it all up. Go inside, to start my ironing-wouldya know? It's starts raining! And it's not any little drizzling rain, it's big muthafucking downpour! Ain't that a bitch?

Went out on the road-I just needed a quick cigarette (my fam don't officially know that I smoke-well they do, but I've never told em, and they've never seen me). Go to the ATM-pissed cos I have no money till payday. Need petrol-doubt what I have will last me til Friday-but I'mma try and stretch it none the less. Came home, my nephews were at my house. Me and my sister had a quick talk. Seems my mum's talking about going to Jamaica at some point this year-but she's not taking the kids...erm-who's looking after them then? When my mum went in May of last year she only took the youngest-it wasn't actually a holiday-my aunt had died, and she was going to the funeral. However, the year before, when my lil sis was a bubby, I had to watch the kids (minus the bubby, cos she went too). Now this time round I'm saying if she's going away, she needs to take them kids with her. She's making plans, and not incorporating them bad ass kids, and then will be expecting me to just go along with her plan, and be 'mummy' for however long she decides to go away. Nah-it's not happening!! My mum always makes me feel like I can't say no to things that she asks me to do, but most definitely, in this situation, I won't be babysitting!!

Bit of rambling there...I'm just bored out of my head right now. I ain't got nothing interesting to do, and no where to go. My sis invited me to a bar that she's going to tonight for her friend's birthday, but I'm not sure-I don't even feel like raving anywhere tonight and I'm definitely not in the mood for raving in Brixton!

Ah-well I'm gonna go wondering aimlessly about the internet, and try and occupy my mind!