Developments...

Ok, so since my last post, there's been a development. On one hand it's been a positive development, but of course on the other hand, it's been negative-in the sense that it's created more tension.

So on Sunday, my friend-the one who sent the fiery email last week calls me and says that we (all the girls) need to have a meeting, to talk about things to try and get everything sorted. We were to be honest with each other in order to find a resolution. Great right....? Ok...

So we meet up (some of the girls were absent), and we start talking about the issues that we've had with each other. It was good, cos it meant that we were able to understand the reasons behind certain actions, and also explain our own side of things effectively. So, yeah things were going pretty well, and then I mentioned that in the past, when I've ever had a falling out with the fiery emailer (FE), her sister from another mother (SFAM) always seemed to stop talking to me. Of course she jumped to the defensive, saying that's not true, that's not what she's about, and she doesnt get involved blah blah. So I said, ok fair enough if that's what you reckon, but I'm simply calling it how I see it, and why would I call her out, and no one else? She was like nope....i mean to be honest, I didn't actually expect her to agree with me, and I was expecting her response, but I felt like as we were in a situation where we were all trying to be honest, I felt like it needed to be said. The fiery emailer said that clearly we weren't going to agree on this, and that we should agree to disagree but the SFAM said she didn't care, and that was her attitude for the rest of the evening. She didn't say anything for pretty much the rest of the evening and her face was push up. When we were going aroung the group saying what we wanted to happen next, SFAM was still on the I don't care vibe. I thought this is pathetic! So I said, at the end of the day, the point of this was to be honest, now as a result of what I said you've now got this I don't care attitude, so if you're showing me you don't care then why should I then make an effort? At the end of the day it's a 2 way street, and I'm not gonna put in the effort if it's pointless. She didn't respond. FE tried to get her to say what was on her mind, but SFAM wasn't having it. I just thought fuck it man, I dont care! I mean from the jump she said that she was happy with the way things were-us segregated and what not, yapping on about how she just wanted people to be happy doing what makes them happy, so I took that away as meaning that being with everyone on a whole is not what she wants, and to be honest I don't care! I'm just doing me, and that's that!! So we left with not really resolving a whole lot, but bwoy.....

Since then I haven't seen or spoken to any of them-except my 'crew' and if that's the way it's always gonna be then fine. But yo-it's whatever!!!!

Anyways-I'm out....gotta actually get work done!