So Annoyed

I've just come off the phone with Soldier, and I'm so annoyed. So it's my birthday weekend this weekend, and initially there were all these plans: I was gonna go down to Wiltshire for the weekend, and then we'd go on to Swindon on Sunday for a day out. Then that changed, and he decided that he was gonna come up to London. We'd go cinema to see 'American Gangster' on Friday night, and then go out for the day on Sunday.

I asked him if he was definitely coming down on Friday-he's on strike from driving-not that I'm surprised cos Petrol now costs the same as a damn mortgage, and driving on the motorway can't be fun...so he now relies on his friend who drives up to London with him. He tells me yeah, and that I should check the cinema times. Showing is at 8.30pm-I know for a fact that he won't be in London by then.

Then I ask him what he's doing on Saturday. He tells me that he's getting his daughter (usual Saturday occurance) I was like ok cool, then he's like and then on Sunday I'm going to Tottenham (North London). I ask why he's going there, he tells me he's going to some church convention ting with his bredrin, and his bredrin's mum and bro etc. I'm mad now cos right there that's our plans out the window. I'm annoyed cos he'll be playing chaffeur to his bredrin on my birthday! I'm even MORE annoyed because I'd planned my b'day dinner (with the fam and friends) for NEXT weekend cos I knew that me and him had plans for MY BIRTHDAY!!!

So after he told me that, I just wasn't in the mood for talking. He's constantly asking me what's wrong, and I'm constantly telling him nothing's wrong. I mean, why do I need to spell it out for you-surely you can see why I'd be annoyed-but nope-it's flown clean over his head! Shit-to make things worse-the bwoy didn't even invite me to the convention ting! I mean really what gives? I'd rearrange my whole weekend-my usual Sunday routine to accomodate the plans that are now no more.

I'm so pissed!!! So now, technically my birthday's ruined, but frig that-I've said from the jump I'm not letting anyone spoil my day. I won't be doing anything, but I damn sure won't be in my house feeling depressed and shit! I'm going to Granny's for some good chicken, rice and peas, roast potatoes and some veg! Yuh Get Me!!!!

Now I'm bout to prepare myself for a drama-filled conversation with the chick I've previously mentioned here. Cha-it's gonna be some quick ting anyways cos gyal like me needs to be on top form for this interview tomorrow!

*Sigh*...I'm Out...TG