This week has been pretty cool…been spending a lot of time with Soldier…he’s being so sweet-that 3 week trip has done the both of us the world of good. He brought his little girl to my house the other day-gorgeous as she is….and just my luck, she falls over and bangs her head-whilst at my house…you know you just think-of ALL the places and at all the possible times, it has to be at my house! But she was fine, had a red bruise on her head that was gone by the time she was taken home…I now won’t see him until Friday, cos he’s at his Army base giving back his accommodation and having his earlier release interview with his superior…he went for an interview on Tuesday and got the job (yay for him) so he needs to speak to these folks for them to release him.
I’ve got an assessment for a new job in the next 2 weeks. After that whole thing that happened with my manager when my Grandad was sick, I realised how much I hated being here….and after nearly losing him twice, I realised that life really is too short to sit around talking about what I wanna do and not getting off my ass and getting it done. So I’m actively job hunting…finger’s crossed I get something real soon, cos I’ve seriously had enough of being here!
My dad called me the other day (why?!?!?!) My granny told him that I had moved out, and all this, so he calls me asking me about the flat, chatting shit bout how he's gonna come and see my place (yeah right-whatever) and that he's gonna help me every month (again-yeah right, whatever)...chatting all this shit in my ears. Now before you start thinking that he's making the effort, and I'm just being hard and not giving him a chance, please know that he does this all the time. Whenever my Granny has some words with him, he calls me, chats shit and promises things that he can't deliver. I've accepted the way things are with us-he's not there for me in any way and that's just the way it is. It pisses me off that he keeps trying to waste my time...like on a real, if I didn't know any better I'd be so happy cos he's telling me all the things that he'll do, and when he doesn't come through I'm left disappointed! At the end of the day, I'm damn near 25 and everything I've got, acheived and done in my life I did without him......SO he needs to stop kidding himself, and wasting my time chatting shit, cos at this stage in my life I.DONT.NEED.HIM!
I don’t actually have much else to report…this is why I haven’t blogged for a while, cos there’s nothing to really report….So for now...
RSS Feed (xml)
2 comments:
lol...love the cute little ending.
My father is just like your father. I think it makes them feel better to talk about the big things they're going to do, even though they know good and well they have no intention of actually doing them.
Good luck with the job!!! Keeping my fingers crossed for ya!
Yes... good luck with the job.
So, junebug is leaving the army?
Post a Comment