Monday, 16 June 2008

Have You Ever...

...Wondered if you made the right choice?



...Wondered what more (or less) you could have done to prevent that situation going bad?



...Wondered why the fuck you ignored what was SO obvious?



...Questioned whether you are worthy of certain things



...Thought about a past situation and thought 'that was soooooooo fucked up?'but you still fight a daily battle within tryna remind yourself of WHY the situation was fucked up



...Felt relief cos the stormy, black cloud was gone...then felt like shit when the hurt set it....as well as the torrential rain!



...Had an idea for a post, and forgotten it as soon as you were ready to type?



...Questioned whether you're as 'great' as people say you are



...Annoyed yourself so much, you want to slap yourself? (Lol)



...Gotten tired of thinking so much?



...Been fed up with constant disappointment, failures and let-downs?



...Been scared shit-less at the thought of losing that person/those people that mean to much to you?



...Done or said some seriously stupid shit and wonder why the heck you did that?



...Said waaaay too much?



...Wondered how life/karma/the world worked?



...Why bad shit can happen to good people...? Yet the bad keep rolling on like their shit don't stink, cos everything's running right?



...Been soooo tired of dealing with shit, that you'd rather close your eyes-just to be done dealing with it?



...Been tired of trying?



...Cried so many tears that your insides feel hollow?



...Wanted someone out your life soooo badly, yet the fucker ALWAYS turns up?



...Written a totally random post that has no point, direction or meaning....but just had a whole bunch-a shit to get out, so you figured you'd do just that? No...? Me either!

7 comments:

Jazzy said...

I am my own worse critic...I question everything I do until I just want to slap myself, but eventually I let it all go and try to keep the thought out of my head for good.

Had an idea for a post, and forgotten it as soon as you were ready to type? ALL THE TIME!!!

Eb the Celeb said...

...Wondered if you made the right choice?

ALL the time

...Wondered what more (or less) you could have done to prevent that situation going bad?

Not so much... I'm so headstrong at times with bad situations that I figure if it didnt blow up then, it was going to eventually happen so my attitude just brought it to light quicker



...Wondered why the fuck you ignored what was SO obvious?

in relationships... all the damn time... but in career and regular life situations... I usually never ignore the obvious and tend to overanalyze things


...Questioned whether you are worthy of certain things
Nope, because I am kinda selfish in that regard


...Thought about a past situation and thought 'that was soooooooo fucked up?'but you still fight a daily battle within tryna remind yourself of WHY the situation was fucked up

I think we all do, but as long as this isnt a recurring thing your alright


...Felt relief cos the stormy, black cloud was gone...then felt like shit when the hurt set it....as well as the torrential rain!
Do even want to think about it.


...Had an idea for a post, and forgotten it as soon as you were ready to type?

Ha... too many times!

...Questioned whether you're as 'great' as people say you are

No one says I'm 'great' so I guess not

...Annoyed yourself so much, you want to slap yourself? (Lol)
Ha... never.. love myself... even when I know I am dead wrong, I still defend myself... yeah I know that's a prob I have to work on.


...Gotten tired of thinking so much?
of course... I am the queen of over thinking



...Been fed up with constant disappointment, failures and let-downs?
Sort of, just tired of hard work going unnoticed in the treacherous corporate america that will chew you up and spit you out


...Been scared shit-less at the thought of losing that person/those people that mean to much to you?
Only my mom... if something happened to her... I really dont know what the heck I would do.


...Done or said some seriously stupid shit and wonder why the heck you did that?
I think we all have a least 1 moment like this


...Said waaaay too much?
Always... I'm a talker... but its always in good reason. Just other people dont have the balls to say it.


...Wondered how life/karma/the world worked?

Always

...Why bad shit can happen to good people...? Yet the bad keep rolling on like their shit don't stink, cos everything's running right?

Will we ever have an answer to this?


...Been soooo tired of dealing with shit, that you'd rather close your eyes-just to be done dealing with it?
YES YES YES!


...Been tired of trying?
I think we all get to the point where we just give up on something whether we want to or not. If its training our own spirit we have to let it go.


...Cried so many tears that your insides feel hollow?
Not really a cryer


...Wanted someone out your life soooo badly, yet the fucker ALWAYS turns up?

ugh... tell me about it

The Second Sixty-Eight said...

You're kidding right? Shouldn't you have entitled this "Have You Ever NOT..."?

Monie said...

Did Eb just post in your comments? LOL

kit von b. said...

"Questioned whether you're as 'great' as people say you are"

i question it everyday, when i know i probably shouldn't. just know ur not alone my dear...

-KB

Miss Snarky Pants said...

...Been fed up with constant disappointment, failures and let-downs? --->YEP!!!

...Done or said some seriously stupid shit and wonder why the heck you did that? --->YEP!!!

...Written a totally random post that has no point, direction or meaning....but just had a whole bunch-a shit to get out, so you figured you'd do just that? --->ALLLLLLLLLL THE TIME!!!! [LOL]

I'm sure all of us have been here or there a time or two...it's only natural!!!

TimahTimah said...

I tagged u!