So me and Soldier are no more. We officially broke up on Sunday. After 10 months of trying, I finally threw in the towel-finally got tired of his shit and drama...so I'm a singleton again, and I'm feeling like a weight has been lifted!
I'm on a new vibe now. I'm looking forward. I got diagnosed with depression last week, so I'm now looking to work on that. Get my mind right....doing everything I can to avoid going on meds...
It's a year to the day that my friend's Mum died. Today I'm thinking a lot. About life in general, and what it may hold. Remembering Mrs A, and reminding myself that life is for living....so I'm gonna hold on to that-and just live my life to the FULLEST! Avoiding hype & drama the best I can, focus on ME!
I'm moving out of my flat in the next week or so, to live with my Grandparents. I'd been thinking about it for a while, and my Grandad asked me to move in the other say, so I'm gonna do that, and get serious about clearing my debts, saving some money....I'm looking to book NYC in the next month or so...I'm SO looking forward to it!
So here's to a new beginning....a new me....a happy me!
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Sorry to hear about Soldier but you seem to be taking it well. It does fill like a weight being lifted when you get to the point of being tired of the same ole thing and do something about it.
Sorry to hear about the breakup. Good luck with clearing the debts and saving. I'm trying to do that myself. Stay positive, I'm sure you'll do just fine.
I should probably say something nice about being sorry to hear Soldier got the boot, but I'm not! You deserve better. I am sorry you had to go through it all though.
Here's to new beginnings girlie!
PS: I'm home today. I'll shoot you an email later.
Damn @ the news of you and Soldier callin' it quits...
Hopefully this move to your grandparents place is just what you need.
::Raises glass in the air while joining the rest of the room in salute of your NEW BEGINNING::
:-)
"I should probably say something nice about being sorry to hear Soldier got the boot, but I'm not!" She so takes the words right from my mouth at times. I am still new here so I haven't gotten invested in him. But hey! Free that mind and that ass will follow. Now you are free to find somebody for real good!
Well, damn. A lot has been going on. I SO wish I could call you!
*hugs*
Soldier: I know how you feel about him but this decision might be best for right now. You have a lot going on and you need to learn and grow before you can offer yourself to someone. All will be ok.
Depression: Whoa! My BFF is also going through this and it's way hard. I'm praying for you on this front.
Grandparents: Yay! While I'm sure you'll miss having freedom being around Gramps and Grandma should be great!
NYC: Hell MUTHAFUGGIN yeah!!! I cannot wait! Let me know as soon as you have your itinerary.
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