I'm Coming Back

Figured I might as well post something today…..I’ve been battling with some inner demons, but right now, I think it’s safe to say I’ve come out the other side a more enlightened person (I think anyways)….well since the last post a WHOLE buncha stuff has happened, but some of it I can’t remember, other stuff is too boring, and the rest I just can’t be bothered to type about-cos I’d be here all day!!

What I will say though is:
-My brother has officially lost his head!! Remember this? Yeah well it’s still ongoing. He still hasn’t paid the debt! It’s gotten so bad that my mum went to his house and took his plasma tv. He then calls her up running off at the mouth talking ‘bout she had no ‘right’ to go into his house and take his tv (but the Bailiffs have the right to take her stuff for his debt!). He straight disrespected her…told her to shut up and hung up the phone on her! Now, I’ve had my fair share of arguments and disagreements with my ma, however I would never hang up on her nor would I tell her to shut up….I just wouldn’t disrespect her like that you know? But my brother has no respect for anyone! And it’s a damn shame! This whole thing has made my mum open her eyes to see that that boy thinks about no one other than himself! She says she’s done with him, but only time will tell!

- Me and Soldier are still together. It’s been a hard few weeks, as there’s been the dreaded Baby Mama Drama….don’t worry-it’s no sito where y’all are gonna need bats and tims and shit…but this chick has been causing him major stress which has in turn been stressing me! Bless him though, he’s been really trying to not involve me, which has worked, except he was different…can’t explain it…but different. We spoke about it all….and he’s understanding where I’m coming from. We’re both making major efforts with each other, and we’re cool.

He came by my house yesterday with the lil princess-cute as she is. Spent the evening at my house. When he was leaving I had to shake my head! Right now it’s overly cold-like last night it was -1 degrees…..as he’s walking out the door with the chile, I ask him-where’s her blankie? She doesn’t have one! Now people….picture this puh-leease, she has this thing that’s being used as a coat-IT’S NOT…it’s some thin ting that in my opinion should be worn in the house-but whatever….she had on a dress, no tights…..no hat, and no blankie-it’s cold!! The funniest thing is when he opened the front door he had the CHEEK to be like ‘oh my gosh it’s freezing!’ throws his hood on his head…meanwhile lil princess is being carried in the car seat with no blankie to cover her up! But I said nothing more than where’s her blanket…I don’t want him to think I’m being overly critical-cos more time when I see her, I have something to say (like when he came to my house with her in this same coat thing with nothing else-no vest or nada, or when she came in just a blanket and no coat) Maybe it’s just me, but surely if it’s cold outside, the same way you dress appropriately for the weather, you should dress your child in the same way? But hey-what do I know? I keep my mouth shut-you know?

Erm….what else??? It’s nearly Christmas…and I’m very bah-humbug! I don’t do festive season…it sucks!! I hate that people go sick, psycho, crazy & loopy over this time of year….and the day after it’s all over! Ah well….hopefully it’ll pass by painlessly!!